Dang, I didn't realize how long it had been since I last wrote to you on here...dang...well, buddy...life is the same, I haven't talked to matt in over a month...we've been apart for like 2...no word from him, which means he's got a girlfriend. aarrgghhh...it's sad to think that I truly thought he was the one...how can I be so naive???? how can I be so dumb??? hey guy...I really wanna keep in touch with you...so, please keep in touch, okay????? I miss you like crazy!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, March 15th at 12:58am-

Okay, in case you haven't heard...I'm in love...yes, with Matt...he totally told me on Friday night...over our greasy dinner at Chili's!!!! MATT---- SOMEONE LOVES ME!!!! and totally in the way I WANT someone to love me...I know some people are thinking we are crazy since we've only known each other for less than a month...but I do love him...I've never felt this way...I've never felt so strongly about someone...today he spent the day with his mom and I couldn't stop thinking about him ALL DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, March 11th at 5:36pm-

Wow do I have alot to tell you...remember the guy Matt I was telling you about??? well, he DOES like me...he told me so...and he no longer has a girlfriend...well, I guess you could say he no longer has his "old" girlfriend!!! Matt, I am sooo crazy happy right now...I haven't felt this way in a long, long time!!! And the sad thing is I sort of doubt it...I mean, he can tell me how much he likes me and how beautiful he thinks I am, but I don't really believe it...and that's not a good thing, 'coz he thinks I doubt him...awwwwww, he is soooooo wonderful!! I tried calling you today, but you weren't home from work yet...I really wanted to tell you all this in person, but...you know how it is...I hope you are doing well...I miss you...and please take care of yourself!!!